I m so tired today..Went searching for a place & still notink fancies me..Its either e cost is too high or too far..*sigh*
Neway Adi has been callin me dis few daes..Mayb long distance werks for us bt i cant say much now coz its too early..Neway i cant denied my feelings still remained strong as before bt i hv to let tings go & follow e flow
I juz cld not read wats in his mind..

Went out to e beach wif ma sis dis mng & get to noe a guy named 'eddie' who looked exactly lyke "richard gere"


Phew hes so damn sexy though hes quite old.Hes a really nice chap i must say & spent e whole afternoon wif us taking pics of me & ma sis hahahaha & gosh hes a really gud photographer & also ehem he compliment me sayin dat i look very pretty den most malay singaporean gals he had met & ya he simply luv e way i dress..Oh ma god he tot i m a model or a flight attendent..
Ya ritez..FAT MODEL & UGLY FLIGHT ATTENDENT!!! But neway tks for ur compliment Eddie..It boost up my confidence level at least hehehehe


I went shpg dis afternoon @ twn to buy sum tings back to singapore..Dun spent much either cos i m totally controlling ma budget

I missed ma mum's cooking alot here..Juz cannot find e rite food to eat..Been eating all e junk foods..
definately will add on more pounds!!

Oh ya ma mum has been kolin me to ask me to return asap..
Asked me to settle dwn & stop all my nonsense
I duno & still so confused..if Adi were really serius bt me, why doesnt he asked me to stay or ask me to cum back asap..He dun even talked bt settling dwn either or anything else..
Ntah lar ma mum condition is bad now & all she wanted was to to c me gettin married soon..
yelar bukan pe among all e daughters, she worry me most..Tak nak settle dwn & still lom nk ade commitment given my age!! My cuzins ard my age eitther da engaged or married or ade serius relationship bt for me as wat my mum ckp,hoyang hayang tanpa tujuan & tiada arah idup!!

the worst part is she gave me time frame to search for myself otherwise she gonna carikan aku jodoh!!! Ntah lar..aargh forget bt dis for e time cos i m simply cant decide now or choose to get married wif sumone who actualli waiting for my reply,
who is willing to wait for me to open up my heart to him.. ntah lar
Ntah lar i m simply cant decide now..Chilled dulu & see ma outcum in the ftr..

Its true age is catchin up & i got ZERO savings..haiz..watever..nie nanti semu leh pikir in time to cum wen i decide & tink of settling dwn..bt now career is ma top priority list..
But then again i pray to Allah to help me to choose my life correctly dis time..
Its ma lifelong happiness & i could not afford to make another mistake again
Okie lar gtg now, wanna to take a shower & sleep..Yest its damn hot & i slept abt 4hrs only yest..*sleepy*
Will update ma blog again if i gt e tyme & ceita