warn your warmth to turn away

wat a mondae...the weather is damn cold outside & i m also freezing to death here
how i wish i gt a hug fr my loved ones hehehe......

tks to ma dear fren, Niny who introduced me to dis blog..hahaha..now i can xpress all ma feelings,sadness,hapiness & watever ness i hv in ma heart....

last wkends, i spent ma tyme @ home watching vcd....guess ma tv gonna explode soon hehehe wif ma 6hrs flat movie marathon....
juz gt e "lazY goosebums" to go out last wkends...juz wanna rest & chilled @ home...

notink great so far happening, bt i m rather disturbed & sad wen i heard news dat ma x-fiance is getin married end of dis yEar...ma worst nitemare has cum true... aargh...

Hes one in a million & i can neva find sumone lyke him ever again... Sincere,honest,faithful etc
His luv for me is so true,sincere & honest bt bukan jodoh ku ngan dier agaknye

I hope & pray dat Mariana can give u e hapiness which i failed to do so bt instead i hurt ur pride & heart so much...forgive me...........

3yrs gone juz lyke dat
The person i choose over him is also no longer wif me... Sumone who neva appreciates & value me :_(
How i wish i can turn back tyme & realised ma mistakes earlier..
I still rem he told ma sis dat he do nt wana to wait for me & ended seein me married another person bt now its vice-versa

God is fair..

i dun blamed him for nt acceptin me back neither do i blamed adi over wat happen..
Its fated & also a VERY BIG MISTAKE which i regret totalli regret thruout ma life wif no turnin point to make up for it..

i hope i will find sumbody like my ex-fiance for character wise & may i find the luv lyke how i luv Adi one dae..

Safie Bin Ahmat, i wish u e best & slmat pengantin baru in advance

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*dis is my first luv who i let go of my fiance*